It's been a long while with everything that's been going on in my life. I am still emailing a few of the guys.. but not as often as I normally did, it's maybe every couple of days or so.
I've been very well extremely tired lol....I have been talking to mainly Eric the past few months as well as Steve. I've found out that Steve is going to be partaking in a drug program for a tear which he will then get a year knocked off of his sentence :) which I think is fair enough he needs to be with his daughter I can't remember when the last time was that he had seen his daughter as he was moved to the prison where Rafael is which is about 4-5 hours away from his daighter:(
Eric has been hit with such drveststing news which he only told me about couple days ago. That someone had taken his little brothers life as well as his counsins life. It saddens me a lot as he can't be there for their funerals. But I'm amazed by the strength he's got, he's in there but yet still feels the need to be strong to hold his family together...an amazing heart and strong soul, my thoughts and prayers go put to him and his family, no one deserves to have their life taken away by another human being.....
I know it's thanksgiving in America. And all I can think is what it must be like for those in prison without families to talk to have give thanks for, the ones without friends.....I've had a few "happy thanksgiving" messages .... How can they find and give thanks when they are in a terrible place?? Such strong souls...I know I wpuldnt be thankful if I was in prison I would be more depressed than anything, but then I guess the ones who do have their families and their friends in their lives they most definitely have that to be thankful for or just to have someone to talk to...I'm rambling lol.....
Anyway for those (if any) that read this and are in America.....happy thanksgiving...
Treasure the time u speand with your loved ones. You never know when their time will be up....
Take care for now.
Jamie
