Interesting week

So it's been a few since I've posted anything lol i figured if I waited a bit long then I would have more to say rather than just do it every day lol.

Anyway I sent off 6 letters couple weeks ago and I've only had two since then lol huge bummer lol...I think it's possible that some just haven't gotten their letters yet. I am Hoping to see replies in a few weeks hopefully this seek though....

I've been helping Lawrence out with his facebook he been calling me quite a bit to do this n that with his facebook sending messages back and forth for him when it just has to do with promoting his soon to be out book, which well has been delayed.

I am not talking to Brandon anymore because he seems to think he's got control over whom I talk to when it comes to inmates. Jarrell had told me that Brandon went to him telling him I had blocked him and he said he simply replied with "what do u expect? With the way you've been talking to her I don't blame her" the thing is Brandon didn't know is that I have a mind of my own married or not I'm not going to let him talk to me the way he was...and quite frankly really feel he needs to grow up a little bit before he decides to start writing the outside world....

I have started talking to some more inmates one whom is in a relationship :) I'm not sure if they've ever met but they have found eachother through the site that I found kimorn...

Conversation with jarrell has been interesting lol.....but sometimes I feel he can go just a bit over the line...I do love his conversation though but sometimes it also confuses me. We are not on the same wave length but I can kind of relate to what he's saying when the conversation gets really into the universe side of things lol..

My corrlinks inbox had been completely dead for a week lol because on day one I hadn't heard anything from Brandon Jarrell or Lawrence....eventually ibstarted to think something was going on because well they were all in the same facility lol....and I have to admit I was quite bored lol..

So couple weeks ago I decided to give jack a nickname "jacky bear" but we eventually leaned towards just jack bear lol. So u know he's always sending me letters with little drawings on the back of the envelopes so I decided to have a go at drawing a little beard with a bow and arrows sack lol....when he phoned me last week I asked what he thought of it and he said it was more like a teddy bear lol...I said "well I cant really draw a real bear can I? I can't draw worth shit!" He said well why not? Because you drew that picture , you really need to stop putting yourself down! If you think you can't draw you not going to be able to draw and if you think you can draw you will, your mind does what I tell it to, just like poetry. I said " I can't even write a poem lol" it was a nice converaatinn because we dony talk on the phone often..so it was really nice to just sit back and talk to him lol, we talked about the mother in Canada (mine) and my sister Nadine....

So yeah anyway I took a picture of a little drawing I drew on Jack's last letter lol I think it's quite cute! What do you guys think? Lol..

Oh yes I forgot, I decided to find one of jacks good friends who done some time with him in McKean as Jack had done a picture last year with him and Martin in it and had put Martin's number on the back of the picture. It's funny really because it's the two of them Jack isn't smiling but Martin is knowing that the picture was going to be for me lol. Jack never had the chance to thank him for me (for smiling as Jack didn't) lol so I thought I would write him personally and thank him myself. Anyway he's a really nice guy and I'm happy to be writing him! But the other day he said something that moved me... "in really glad that I have you to talk to because you make me smile and its nice to be happy, it's also nice to see some emails from someone and to be getting mail" I can't see how no one else is writing him because he really is such a lovely guy...I can tell the way his emails come through. He's very sweet as well.

So I'm going to ask. Would anyone be interested in writing to him? He has asked if I could find someone for him to write to besides myself lol....if u want u can email me your address and he can add you to his corrlinks which then you would have to create a corrlinks account (which is free) .
Or here is his address and u can write to him directly. Just let me know if you or whoever is reading this so I can let him know :) and I really do hope that someone will write to him...it's amazing how a simple letter can change someone's day:D thank you!

Martin Estrada #204510-047
Fci ray brook
P.o box 900
Ray brook , NY
12977

and here is my email :) jamie12886@gmail.com

Until next time:D